Tuesday, August 5, 2008

@____@ Confusions

Aug 6 2:48AM

~whoa~ It's been a while since my last entry...
I guess I can't help it.
My mind is flying out of nowhere these past few days @___@
And I was goin to have an entry one of those times but eventually I forgot about it.
>_> or I was scared to write it. not sure =x

Ah yeah I remember~
*found the draft* xD
It's about my being scared. lol
Maybe coz my mind is off to somewhere that time and I think it's the same as now.
There are thoughts that are confusing me and sometimes it scares me to write it down.
Is it ok to think about those thoughts? >_>
I don't really know. It's just there, lurking in my mind.
Dx I'm trying not to think about them, but they just pop up. What does this mean?
I'm unease. Err~ it sucks.... x_x

How can I make them go away?
*sighs* It makes me hard to sleep either x__x

Oh well, I cant stay long~ 3:04AM
gotta sleep... night night...
Err, I hope those thoughts won't reach me in my dreams...

11 comments:

the_enigma_of_life said...

xD, I know what you mean.

And just because you're afraid of them doesn't mean that the thoughts themselves aren't essential. Who says that it isn't okay to be scared? Of course it's okay to have these thoughts. If we weren't scared of something, we wouldn't be human, for crying out loud. =x

rei said...

yeah...

>_< maybe that's why sometimes I wished I was a cyborg/android/robot or whatever you call them.
*sighs*


a vessel of thoughts...

the_enigma_of_life said...

Then you wouldn't be the Libran I know, and love. >_<;

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rei said...

i miss j00...

the_enigma_of_life said...

I are back, xD.

rei said...

*ish happy now*

the_enigma_of_life said...

lol, xD

*pats* You were sad while I was gone? D=

rei said...

-ish patted-
kinda~ lonely x.x

well the good thing, it's not like that anymore ^_______^

the_enigma_of_life said...

But you have all your friends. o.o;

^__^ I'm glad.

the_enigma_of_life said...

Now it's your turn to leave me, lol.

the_enigma_of_life said...

Wheee~ Empty. x.x